The Blogg

March 31, 2009

Implicit Biases

Filed under: Personal — chadhogg @ 8:06 am

I just took the Gender-Science IAT from Harvard’s Project Implicit. I like to believe that I have an enlightened attitude about these things, that I am well aware that few women choose my field of study but that those who do are just as competent on average as men who do so. You can imagine my surprise to find a particular task that the test asks you to complete was quite difficult for me. The results of the exam say that I have a “strong automatic association of Male with Science and Female with Liberal Arts”. I might try to blame this on society and conditioning, but only 26% of people who took the study were scored in this way. I am not sure this type of study is highly meaningful on an individual basis, but the results were interesting. If you have 10 minutes, please take the test yourself and report your results.

Edit: According to another test, I have a “strong automatic preference for Judaism compared to Other Religions”. I cannot imagine why that would be the case.

Edit #2: Apparently I have a “moderate association of Black Americans with Weapons compared to White Americans”, as do 30% of test takers. I can see how this might make sense if the weapons displayed were the type stereotypically associated with modern urban crime, but it is odd that the association persists even though the images are of battleaxes and Civil War-era pistols.

March 28, 2009

Interactive Storytelling

Filed under: Uncategorized — chadhogg @ 11:03 pm

Do you remember the Choose Your Own Adventure series of children’s books? I had completely forgotten about them until today. The market was flooded for them, so you could pick up a stack for a quarter a piece at yard sales. I amassed quite a library through such means, and it probably included 30 examples of this genre. When reading them I always tried to take the “correct” path first, but I would also use my fingers as bookmarks to be able to go back and explore the entire space of results. I imagine I made a rather comical sight trying to turn a page while keeping eight fingers spread throughout the book. It can’t have been good for the spine either, but at that price I did not really care.

I was reminded of this because I was a link to Survive The Outbreak, a modern-day version. (Warning, violence and profanity aplenty.) I am not sure that the multimedia version works quite as well, but it was a great creative idea. (Unless there were predecessors of which I am unaware.) It could have been a bit longer and I would have liked to see less footage reuse, but even as is I am sure it required an incredible amount of effort from the creators. Of course, I explored every part of the tree. My first attempt got only to the third level before I died a horrible, painful death.

March 24, 2009

Grunge, Indie Rock, And Other Genres That Have Passed Me By

Filed under: Music,Personal — chadhogg @ 12:30 pm

Many friends who, like me, grew up in the 90s cannot fathom my disdain for grunge music. After all, it is the music of our generation. Sorry, “Smells Like Teen Spirit” is a catchy tune and the instrumental part at the beginning and end of “Yellow Ledbetter” is pretty cool, but most of the music of Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Alice In Chains, Soundgarden, and the like do nothing for me. Slow songs are great, but they need to be hauntingly beautiful. If you want to use heavily distorted guitars, gravelly voices, and three-note melodies then you need to pick up the tempo a bit to hold my interest. Most grunge sounds like the band barely had enough energy or interest to get through the recording.

I have nothing but respect for bands that refuse to make a deal with the devil, but “indie rock” seems to have a very different meaning than what we used to call the punk ethic. A band’s label status, fashion sense, etc has no impact on whether or not they actually record music I would want to listen to. Today indie seems to mean the style of music that is fawned over by hipsters like Pitchfork Media. I have heard some tracks that I enjoyed by bands like The Arcade Fire and The Fratellis, but for the most part these bands seem to value making unique music more than making listenable music. Innovation is good, but it is not everything.

I also know several lovers of electronica, and I have never really been able to get into that either. I do not have a bias against instruments that are not traditionally used in rock music, or even “found” instruments. If someone playing the trashcan lid or blowing over the opening of a glass bottle is the kind of sound you envision, by all means use it. But in all of these cases there is someone actually making music. What bothers me is recordings that are produced from pro tools or programmed synthesizers or borrowing what someone else played 20 years earlier. Also, most of the electronica that I have heard stretches the boundaries of what I would call music, often lacking any discernable melody and rather creating a soundscape.

I have many of the same issues with hip-hop. I have enjoyed some bands that use rapped vocals and to a lesser extent those that include scratching as an instrument. I have recently discovered The Roots through their use as the house band on Late Night with Jimmy Fallon, and they are great. Most of their vocals are rapped but they also actually play music! I’ll not even discuss the pop stylings of Britney Spears, The Backstreet Boys, and their ilk because I do not think I know anyone who actually enjoys them.

So am I hopelessly stuck in the past, listening to the music of my parents’ generation? For the most part, yes. Many of my favorite musicians were still recording in the 1990s and 2000s, but few did their best work during that time. Of the massively popular albums from that period the only ones that I really liked were by bands like Green Day, No Doubt, and Weezer. However, my late teenage years overlapped with the 4th wave of ska, which I loved. I also partially embraced the nu-metal style of System Of A Down and Papa Roach and, I presume, some other genres that are not coming to mind at the moment.

Today there continue to be new-ish bands coming out that play my kind of music, like Wolfmother, Coheed And Cambria, Jet, and The Raconteurs, but their music is generally as backward-looking as my own preferences. I do not want to be the type of person who insists that everything was better in the old days, but I cannot just make myself enjoy music that does not resonate with me.

March 22, 2009

How Not To Go Out Of Business

Filed under: Uncategorized — chadhogg @ 12:25 pm

You’ve probably heard about the closing of Circuit City and how they jacked up their prices so they could offer deep discounts that would leave their merchandise still more expensive than the same thing at many other retailers. There is another business near me that seems to be closing very poorly. A year or two ago D&D Home Furnishings moved from a dwindling shopping center near our apartment to one even closer with, I am sure, significantly higher rent. They had a sale at the old location to avoid moving stock, but we still found the prices to be fairly steep.

They are now going out of business, and have been doing so for at least two months. During this time they have been running regular television advertisements and are paying at least three people to stand at major intersections holding large signs all day every day. I suppose that sticking the signs in the ground would be trespassing but somehow having a person stand there and hold it is not. Perhaps these efforts have slightly increased sales, but to me they seem like a giant waste of money that could be going to the creditors who are getting screwed by the bankruptcy ruling.

March 21, 2009

Book Review: The Shack

Filed under: Books,Religion — chadhogg @ 11:55 pm

As someone who read The Swiss Family Robinson a dozen times in childhood, there is a special place in my heart for books originally written by a man for his children that are eventually published and widely read. Given my own struggles to produce even the smallest pieces of music or literature that someone might actually care to experience, I cannot imagine the dedication required to write something of this length and quality with such a motive. (Of course, I am sure that in both cases the original manuscripts were heavily edited by professionals, but the underlying stories and themes came from the author of record.)

The Shack is quite effective as a study in theodicy for the masses, presenting Young’s ideas in a manner that rarely feels like a dry, theoretical thesis. Along the way Young shares his answers to many of the great open questions of theology, and I find his opinions to be echo or inform my own thoughts more often than not. There is a danger, however, that many of the readers of The Shack will take these interpretations as universal doctrine where uncertainty should reign. Indeed, Young may have more influence on the theology of the average American than any person living today.

Although I found the exposition enjoyable, the story in which it is framed often got in the way. I could suspend my disbelief regarding the nature and appearance of God — after all, Young’s guess is as good as mine — but Mack’s character was too often unreal. I admit that I have not experienced love from the perspective of a parent or the anger of one whose child has been a victim of a horrendous crime, but the way Mack feels these emotions seems over the top. Mack is purported to be a seminary graduate, but he responds as though he is completely unaware of some of the basic tenets of Christianity. Certainly one could get through seminary without believing these things, but he could never have passed his classes without understanding them.

Despite its issues, I would recommend the book to anyone who finds metaphysical questions worth asking. At 250 pages of mass-market diction it makes a fast and thought-provoking read.

March 20, 2009

We Did Get Fooled Again

Filed under: Politics — chadhogg @ 12:05 am

A great acerbic song about the realization that despite the high ideals of the rock & roll generation, they ended up pretty much the same as their parents. But sadly so true today.

I don’t mean to imply that the new boss is at all like the old, but the government has not exactly been running smoothly for the last several months. I did not expect miracles, but I really thought that the country was sick of the extreme partisanship of the previous eight years and that Obama’s inclusiveness would lead us closer to a situation where lawmakers actually did what was best for the country. He has certainly made some improvements, such as appointing people to scientific and regulatory positions based on qualifications rather ideology, but the ridiculous number of nominees with issues paying their taxes is shameful. In the meantime, Congress is as divided as it ever has been.

Obama is not primarily to blame for this. Our fine senators and congressmen from all states and parties bear most of the responsibility. But ultimately, Obama is the one who said he could fix things. His presidency is still quite young, but so far things have not been going well.

I was not a great fan of bailout legislation when it was a Bush idea, and I am not convinced it works well as an Obama idea either. If we are propping up companies because they are too big and interconnected to fail, then why are we not forcing them to use the time bought with our tax dollars to call in the loans they have made, pay off the loans they have taken, and sell off business units to the highest bidder until a financially stable core remains? But forget about the substance of the bill; what really bothers me is how it was passed. There was almost no time for discussion, only a few Democratic party leaders even had a chance to read the full draft, and the law that passed was full of all sorts of non-emergency spending.

If you want to stimulate the economy, that’s great. It is not clear how effective the WPA really was, but I believe in purposeful spending. There are all sorts of things that the government genuinely needs to do in the somewhat near future that are going to have significant costs. Specifically, I am thinking of all of the bridges across the country that have been found “structurally deficient”. In part the movement to replace them is unfounded hysteria based on the recent tragedy, but there are real needs. If you want to reform health care, that’s good too. I want that, but there should be a real discussion about it. Changes in energy policy? I’m right there with you, but again not shoved into a thousand-page spending bill and rammed through the legislature.

Although I do not think it was a good bill, I have the utmost respect for Arlen Specter and his vote for it. He did what he thought was best for the nation rather than what was best for his party, and is now vilified for it. What we need is 97 more Specters in the Senate, from both of the major parties. I fear that Specter and I are headed straight for another issue on which we sharply disagree. I have not changed my opinion of the absurdly-named “Employee Free Choice Act” from when I wrote about it last year, but it seems both Obama and Specter are supporters of it.

I just watched Obama on The Tonight Show, on which he had all the right answers. I am by no means sorry that I voted for him, and continue to believe that he is the best of the candidates who had a legitimate shot at the presidency, but as they say, the honeymoon is over. Just like The Who discovered, however, I imagine I will have forgotten my disappointment by the next time someone comes along with the hope of a better government.

March 19, 2009

Moving To Williamsport

Filed under: Personal — chadhogg @ 5:51 pm

I don’t deal well with change. Today we found out that the National Resident Matching Program has decreed that Rachel will be working at Williamsport Hospital for the next tree years, starting in mid-June. That means we will be moving to Williamsport, PA sometime in May.

I am pretty happy with my apartment, friends, church, Monday night D&D games, Tuesday bar crowd, Friday night Settlers of Catan games, Sunday afternoon football games, etc as they are now. Giving all this up to move to a very sparsely populated area where I will know no one and not even have a new job at which to meet people does not excite me in the least. Going to Lancaster, where we were hoping to be matched, would have left us close enough to still participate in most of these things and be closer to our families and some of my oldest friends.

March 18, 2009

AIG Bonuses

Filed under: Politics — chadhogg @ 8:54 pm

Populist anger aside, I do not see how or why the government should be allowed to invalidate contracts between American International Group and its employees. As ridiculous as it is, the company is not absolved from its obligations. What I do not understand, however, is how the executives of that company can not be voluntarily declining their bonuses or donating them back to the government.

I realize that the term “bonus” is a bit of a misnomer and that the people being given these payments built their lives planning for that compensation. (I do not know the details of these contracts, but the only situation I can imagine where a payment written into a contract would be a “bonus” is if it is dependent on performance, and surely no such targets would have been met in this last fiscal year.) It may very well be that these employees will be unable to pay the mortgages on their $5 million estates without these payments, but there are plenty of other people downsizing their lives in much more significant ways.

One would think that some sort of loyalty to the company would lead someone to give up their own compensation when the entire organization is in such dire straits. If not that, would not a sense of pride prevent someone from accepting a bonus when they know that it has not been earned? (I am sure there are some bonus-earning AIG employees who really did do their job well, but obviously the vast majority have been abject failures.) To accept this money requires some serious cojones.

Shared Dreams

Filed under: Personal — chadhogg @ 12:29 pm

The experience of xkcd referencing some phenomenon that is common to many people but not known to be so is so common that the phrase “Get out of my head Randall, I was just thinking / talking about / seeing / etc X the other day” is a staple on the individual comic forums. Today’s is another case; I had no idea other people had this dream regularly. Mine is slightly different in that I am not actually sitting in the class when I realize that I had been forgetting about it for weeks. Indeed, that makes little sense to me, but the same is true of many things that happen in dreams.

I only remember my dreams perhaps once a week, but I know that I have had this one at least a dozen times. My other two recurring dreams are of going back to work at each of my previous two employers. The subconscious mind is a fascinating thing, and these sort of dreams that seem to be at least somewhat universal would be a very interesting topic for study. Several times I have considered keeping a dream journal to write in immediately upon waking, but that would require that I not sleep as late as is possible to still get where I need to be in time. Does anyone else have interesting recurring dreams to tell us about?

March 17, 2009

RIP, Phil Lynott

Filed under: Music — chadhogg @ 10:25 pm

In honor of St. Patrick’s Day I listened only to music made by Irishmen today. First a recent concert by The Pogues, some Van Morrison and U2, and finally half of Thin Lizzy’s catalog. Have you ever had the experience in which there is a band you love so much that you know their material by heart, but having not listened to them in several months you then discover that they are even better than your memories? I had that experience today with Lizzy.

Sadly this fantastic band is known to most only through “The Boys Are Back In Town” or the Metallica cover of “Whiskey In The Jar”. In all my listening I’m not sure I’ve heard anything that rocks as hard as the sparse, powerful riffs of “Jailbreak” and “Bad Reputation”. “Black Rose: A Rock Legend” is that indeed, and the double lead guitar on songs like “Emerald” is a treat for the ears. “Sugar Blues”, “Killer On The Loose”, “Angel Of Death”, “Leave This Town”, “Thunder And Lightning”, and my favorite “Cold Sweat” were great thrash metal before the term was invented. Lynott’s lyrics are not whimsical or profound, but he nevertheless tells his stories with the soul of a poet. To be sure there are some tunes that make you wonder what they were thinking (“Renegade”, “Fats”), but there is so much good music by which to pound your fist in the air.

If you don’t know them and you have any interest in hard rock and metal, you owe it to yourself to check them out. Note: Apparently my friend Christopher had a similar idea.

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